So apparently my own father says that it cost too much money to find me when I was younger after my biological mother took off with me. Then, my stepmother blames me (after my father finally had sole custody of me and I was living with them) for having to retire early, stay home to babysit me and not get to go out and have no life.
All this goes to say that they believe I’m the selfish bitch who causes their unhappiness when I decide not to go on a trip with them. My stepmother wants to go where ever she pleases with her short time on earth and I’m sure my father just wants to spend money where ever he goes. I’m not even holding them back, but my stepmother believes I am.
I’ve been talked down to my whole life, having parents who talk nastily to me for their own benefits of feeling better and I’ve done my best over the years to reconstruct what I have left of my self esteem but its hard.
I really don’t think I’d feel a loss if I moved far away where I would never have to see them, or speak to them. Its almost like I need to start a new life somewhere else.
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